Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Where oh where have I been? I've been everywhere and nowhere. I've seen and done things I never would have thought possible. Been to places I never knew existed. Gone into darkness and yet...here I am.
I'm thinking of re-opening the Home but perhaps a name change is in order. You see, I really don't have a home anymore. At least nothing like the home I had so far back then when I started writing hereabouts. So very much has changed.
I've peeked through a curtain and seen something nobody should see before their time. I've learned a lot about Fate; who really is The Hunter after all. I've looked long into that abyss and the abyss has stared back. And I've come to know so much about loss and pain and fear and sadness and yet...here I am.
There is so much I have to tell. So much I need to say. Dante knew when he wrote:
"Midway upon the journey of our life
I found myself within a forest dark,
For the straightforward pathway had been lost."
How can I tell it all? How can I go back to where I left off and just pick it up? I really can't I guess but I have so very much to tell.
Should I make this public again and let the story fall where it may? How much would the world care if I did or did not? How much would I care? So many questions and yet...here I am.
As the saying goes: "No matter where you go - there you are" and so I am. With so very far to travel and so very many wide rivers to cross.